Although I was never really close friends with Cory, we went to the same school, graduated in the same year, and shared alot of the same mutual friends. I just learned of what happened, and it's a shock to say the least. My condolences go out to his family and friends. Rest in peace, Cory. You're in a far better place now.

Every night when I get off work, I come to this website and although I want to write to you, I can't seem to find the words. Random memories of time spent with you... and a few regrets fill my head during every minute of every day. I wish all of us hadn't lost two years with you. I wish I hadn't waited so long to call you, but I always thought I'd have more time. I keep thinking about the night I did call you and how we spoke for hours... I miss you terribly... Aunt Carolyn brought down those videos we made at Universal Studios when we were kids... I remember that day quite well... its funny how you forget little things as the years go by... I'm not a stranger to grief, but losing you... I'm too afraid to feel what I'm feeling... I'll write more later; I don't think I'm ready to say what I want to say... I just want to hug you once more... I just want one more conversation... I know you're with angels and when those you love smile, I know you're smiling beside them...

I loved you like a brother, you meant so much to me... I feel like a huge part of me vanished when you left us all so suddenly. Every memory I have since we were both Freshman in Highschool reminds me of you and how much you were a part of my life: Student Venture camps, drama team, Godrocket, Prom, Capture the Flag, Skating, "Butts-Up" behind Major Market, "Blatting", Traying, Ultimate Frisbee, Prom, Grad Night, the Vegas Trip, and my wedding just 8 months ago... You have left a mark on my life and will never be forgotten. I feel so blessed to have known you and called you my friend.

Cory...where to start. So many things have rushed through my mind since I first heard of God calling on you to help him out in heaven, I don't even know where to begin. Like others, I have so many thoughts and feelings, but so few words. The words that I, along with many others can truely say is we love and miss you Cory. I wish I had gotten to know you better while you were here with us, but I know one day I will be able to see you again and give you a long deserving hug! Cory, before you left us, I knew you were a great guy, but as I have learned more of you in the last 6 weeks, you are truely one AMAZING man that this world will surely miss. As you already know we all miss you terribly - but are so grateful that we were lucky enough to have the chance to know you in our lifetimes.

Finally the infamous rainbow penny gets to be retired. It's been awaiting its moment of glory - for years. Cory must be proud. My soccer bag will finally be rid of it. It has served the purpose it has awaited since the Badgers were formed.

Cory always wanted me to wear that stupid rainbow penny...so I did. Hope you enjoyed that Cory.

Tonight is six weeks since we shared dinner and talked about your excitement over your soccer game just a few short hours away...six weeks since we last hugged and kissed each other when you left ahead of me to drive to the soccer park...six weeks since Christian and I watched you playing the game you loved so passionately...six weeks since you left us too suddenly, never having a chance to say goodbye...six weeks since I had to leave you at the hospital, never to touch you again, and six weeks of unbearable pain, loving and missing you so much that at times I feel as though I can't go on. I know one day we will be together again but, until then, the hole in my heart can never be filled. Cory, you are such an amazing son and have so many amazing friends who love and miss you. The warmth, love and generosity of your friends that has been extended to us has been overwhelming, but knowing how much you are loved by so many is truly a tremendous comfort. I am so thankful to each and every person who came by to see us, telephoned, sent flowers and cards, brought food to us, planned your memorial soccer day and Applebee's day, and donated money...all of your friends who care about us because of their love for you. Cory, you would sometimes joke about winning the lottery, but my darling son, you didn't need it...you were already the richest man alive. I am so blessed to have you as my son. I LOVE YOU!

Ok - I just heard about the site from Dave last night - so here I am visiting and wanting to say ... "Cory, you are missed so much". I didn't get to ref with you a lot but the times we did, we had fun and you did an awesome job! And you never gave me grief when I was your scorekeeper either so thank you very much for that. I still can't believe you have left us. Take care and watch over your teammates (especially that feisty Josh guy). --Dee (deirdre)

Hi Cory. We are getting ready to go to Applebee's (Oceanside) for the purpose of honoring you once again, so I won't be here very long. I am sure someone out there may think I'm losing it, but I saw you in the sky this afternoon and you had that big infectious smile looking right back at me. I guess where you are I don't have to say take care, but I will anyway. I love and miss you so much. I would give anything, including myself if you could be back here. Sleep well tonight and watch over us. LOVE, DAD

Thanks Martin. Many of us will be gathering @ the Esco. Applebees around 6:30. Its Carrie's birthday, so come celebrate with us and help to rack up a giant bill for our friend Cory. Christian, Carolyn and Dennis- We just got our schedule for this season, so I'll post it on here later, in case you ever want to check out our games. We'd love to have you all there. We'll also soon be getting a bunch of pictures up on this site from the Soccer Saturday on the 14th. Good day to you all- ce